被性侵/性騷擾的感覺 - 成人話題討論

By Harry
at 2017-09-25T23:24
at 2017-09-25T23:24
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被性侵/性騷擾的感覺
這個議題其實我思考要不要在版上發文很久了,也因為很多原因延宕。
最後決定寫是今天早上看到一篇詢問性侵的感受的文章。(因為原PO已經刪文,就不用回
文的了。)
好奇之心人人皆有,希望這篇可以解答到一些人對這件事的疑問。
也希望大家能夠理解,這種敏感的議題,不管是否帶著惡意,對於受傷的當事人來說被觸
發回想起都是種傷害。
在碰觸這樣的議題希望大家能夠多多互相包容、尊重、同理。
這篇不選擇匿名,是希望如果看文章的你/妳,有更多的疑問可以詢問。
或是太多痛苦無法抒發,無法跟身邊的人訴說,或是不知道如何尋求專業單位,想找有經
驗(?)的人談論能有個對象。
避免文章過於冗長,這篇僅以敘述遭遇後的感受為主,不帶入太多處理方式的討論。
___________________________________
先簡單敘述我的故事:
第一次發生關於性的不舒適是在幼稚園(或是更小,有點忘記確切時間,約莫三四歲)。
當時被不認識的陌生人在祖父母家前院以手指深入裙內撫觸。
第二次發生在國小,當時我是被綁架的。確切發生的事情無法想起。
(這部分大概是大腦面對創傷的處理機制,雖然不記得確切的內容,但非常肯定有發生與
性相關的不愉快。
至今仍然難清楚記得當時噁心、害怕、憤怒的感受。)
第三次是在我高中時期,從霸凌毆打轉變為強迫口交與磨蹭。
這三次是主要事件,其他性騷擾及家庭的性暴力就不多做贅述。
___________________________________
我的感受(以高中時期為主):
最一開始混亂之後,首先浮顯的是憤怒。
這個憤怒除了對加害者的憤怒,也包括對「自己」的憤怒、對世界對身邊所有人的憤怒。
覺得:
為什麼要這樣對我?為什麼我會讓自己陷入這樣的狀態?
為什麼我不反抗?為什麼身旁的人不保護我?
為什麼他們不會接受逞罰?是不是我做錯什麼才會這樣?
當下的情緒是非常想否定發生的一切,但心裡清楚事實。
於是無法將這段抹滅的無力感化為憤怒,指責所有人,包括自己。
這個階段基本上最重要的就是面對自己的情緒,承認他的存在。
經過前期一小段時間無法克制的情緒後,後期容易因為接受太多「關心」而想要拼命的壓
抑自己的負面情緒。
這反而讓整件事期很難消化。尤其面對「我們懂、我們在」這類型的聲音時,會更顯煩躁。
產生「你們懂什麼、你們不懂!」、「你們根本沒辦法做什麼!」的想法。
伴隨憤怒的同時覺得噁心、覺得自己是骯髒的。這種感受與對自己憤怒結合,加深否定自
我的價值。
然後對自己這樣的感受感到自責,陷入背負更多壓力的惡性循環理。
我會建議如果身邊有朋友、家人剛遭遇性侵事件。請給予溫暖但沉默的陪伴。
關心與建議在這個階段有非常大的可能成為二次傷害與壓力來源。
我自己是稍微能夠整理好狀態之後。才開始能夠慢慢接納外界的關心,然後慢慢敞開心房
去談論及處理情緒。
(通常身邊的人不見得是能夠好好幫你處理情緒的對象,建議尋求專業諮商)
這個階段 非 常 的 痛 苦 。
感性與理智仍然會持續的拉扯,自己希望自己變好,別人希望你變好的壓力可能會愈來越
多、越來越沉重。
每天自責、對人的憤怒、對加暴者的憤怒、噁心感、悲傷、感到絕望的情緒在心裡翻絞。
但是因為必須讓自己盡量維持在一個相對穩地的狀態才能好好生活。
所以對於多數人,他們或許以為我表現的穩定就是這件事對我而言已經過去了。
會遭遇到很多「好奇」的詢問。
這個時候容易陷入前面的負面情緒迴圈,所以狀態會時好時壞很長一段時間。
(更多的自我厭惡EX:為什麼大家都要這樣問我?我覺得不舒服是不是我不夠堅強?)
然後慢慢的,在大量的釋放內在的衝擊跟壓力後,
我才比較能夠坦然的面對自己的情緒「不是錯誤」。
認真的知道自己「沒有錯」,之後才能漸漸的原諒自己、原諒身邊的人。
然後漸漸的,我才能慢慢的不需要花費過多的精力去壓抑或是穩定自己的狀態。
但你問我,現在看到性侵相關的議題,我情緒不會波動嗎?
怎 麼 可 能 ?
我只是認知到憤怒、悲傷、自我價值的否定無法改變發生的事。
但事件永遠在,對我的影響也永遠會在。
(事實上現在都還不敢解鎖國小事件)
憤怒、質疑、噁心感的感覺會變小,但是很慢很慢。
可能一輩子都不一定會消失。
但其實,也不需要過去,因為那不是個錯誤的情緒。
要求受害者放下是個非常荒謬的事情,但就連我自己也常會深陷其中。
其實就跟多數事情一樣,只能慢慢的接受那些「事實」的存在,然後接受自己的情緒的存
在。
那是我人生的一部分,偶爾,我也會不開心。
看到某些以此為主的議題會覺得憤怒、覺得焦躁、覺得痛苦。
偶爾因為西斯版而收到陌生人沒來由的調戲,我還是會慣性對自己感到憤怒。
甚至約莫一個月前我還想過這樣的質疑 :
「為什麼我不會對性感到噁心?」
「為什麼我可以侃侃而談?」
「是不是我可以相對開放的討論議題,別人才會不尊重我?」
但是我知道我要放過自己,慢慢的一點點的放過自己。
打到後面思緒有點凌亂,但希望還是對大家了解這個議題有點幫助。
最後如果你/妳,正在經歷著這些,而感到挫折。
請你/妳一定一定替自己設好底限,該求救的底線。
--
No one can hurt you without your permission.
--
這個議題其實我思考要不要在版上發文很久了,也因為很多原因延宕。
最後決定寫是今天早上看到一篇詢問性侵的感受的文章。(因為原PO已經刪文,就不用回
文的了。)
好奇之心人人皆有,希望這篇可以解答到一些人對這件事的疑問。
也希望大家能夠理解,這種敏感的議題,不管是否帶著惡意,對於受傷的當事人來說被觸
發回想起都是種傷害。
在碰觸這樣的議題希望大家能夠多多互相包容、尊重、同理。
這篇不選擇匿名,是希望如果看文章的你/妳,有更多的疑問可以詢問。
或是太多痛苦無法抒發,無法跟身邊的人訴說,或是不知道如何尋求專業單位,想找有經
驗(?)的人談論能有個對象。
避免文章過於冗長,這篇僅以敘述遭遇後的感受為主,不帶入太多處理方式的討論。
___________________________________
先簡單敘述我的故事:
第一次發生關於性的不舒適是在幼稚園(或是更小,有點忘記確切時間,約莫三四歲)。
當時被不認識的陌生人在祖父母家前院以手指深入裙內撫觸。
第二次發生在國小,當時我是被綁架的。確切發生的事情無法想起。
(這部分大概是大腦面對創傷的處理機制,雖然不記得確切的內容,但非常肯定有發生與
性相關的不愉快。
至今仍然難清楚記得當時噁心、害怕、憤怒的感受。)
第三次是在我高中時期,從霸凌毆打轉變為強迫口交與磨蹭。
這三次是主要事件,其他性騷擾及家庭的性暴力就不多做贅述。
___________________________________
我的感受(以高中時期為主):
最一開始混亂之後,首先浮顯的是憤怒。
這個憤怒除了對加害者的憤怒,也包括對「自己」的憤怒、對世界對身邊所有人的憤怒。
覺得:
為什麼要這樣對我?為什麼我會讓自己陷入這樣的狀態?
為什麼我不反抗?為什麼身旁的人不保護我?
為什麼他們不會接受逞罰?是不是我做錯什麼才會這樣?
當下的情緒是非常想否定發生的一切,但心裡清楚事實。
於是無法將這段抹滅的無力感化為憤怒,指責所有人,包括自己。
這個階段基本上最重要的就是面對自己的情緒,承認他的存在。
經過前期一小段時間無法克制的情緒後,後期容易因為接受太多「關心」而想要拼命的壓
抑自己的負面情緒。
這反而讓整件事期很難消化。尤其面對「我們懂、我們在」這類型的聲音時,會更顯煩躁。
產生「你們懂什麼、你們不懂!」、「你們根本沒辦法做什麼!」的想法。
伴隨憤怒的同時覺得噁心、覺得自己是骯髒的。這種感受與對自己憤怒結合,加深否定自
我的價值。
然後對自己這樣的感受感到自責,陷入背負更多壓力的惡性循環理。
我會建議如果身邊有朋友、家人剛遭遇性侵事件。請給予溫暖但沉默的陪伴。
關心與建議在這個階段有非常大的可能成為二次傷害與壓力來源。
我自己是稍微能夠整理好狀態之後。才開始能夠慢慢接納外界的關心,然後慢慢敞開心房
去談論及處理情緒。
(通常身邊的人不見得是能夠好好幫你處理情緒的對象,建議尋求專業諮商)
這個階段 非 常 的 痛 苦 。
感性與理智仍然會持續的拉扯,自己希望自己變好,別人希望你變好的壓力可能會愈來越
多、越來越沉重。
每天自責、對人的憤怒、對加暴者的憤怒、噁心感、悲傷、感到絕望的情緒在心裡翻絞。
但是因為必須讓自己盡量維持在一個相對穩地的狀態才能好好生活。
所以對於多數人,他們或許以為我表現的穩定就是這件事對我而言已經過去了。
會遭遇到很多「好奇」的詢問。
這個時候容易陷入前面的負面情緒迴圈,所以狀態會時好時壞很長一段時間。
(更多的自我厭惡EX:為什麼大家都要這樣問我?我覺得不舒服是不是我不夠堅強?)
然後慢慢的,在大量的釋放內在的衝擊跟壓力後,
我才比較能夠坦然的面對自己的情緒「不是錯誤」。
認真的知道自己「沒有錯」,之後才能漸漸的原諒自己、原諒身邊的人。
然後漸漸的,我才能慢慢的不需要花費過多的精力去壓抑或是穩定自己的狀態。
但你問我,現在看到性侵相關的議題,我情緒不會波動嗎?
怎 麼 可 能 ?
我只是認知到憤怒、悲傷、自我價值的否定無法改變發生的事。
但事件永遠在,對我的影響也永遠會在。
(事實上現在都還不敢解鎖國小事件)
憤怒、質疑、噁心感的感覺會變小,但是很慢很慢。
可能一輩子都不一定會消失。
但其實,也不需要過去,因為那不是個錯誤的情緒。
要求受害者放下是個非常荒謬的事情,但就連我自己也常會深陷其中。
其實就跟多數事情一樣,只能慢慢的接受那些「事實」的存在,然後接受自己的情緒的存
在。
那是我人生的一部分,偶爾,我也會不開心。
看到某些以此為主的議題會覺得憤怒、覺得焦躁、覺得痛苦。
偶爾因為西斯版而收到陌生人沒來由的調戲,我還是會慣性對自己感到憤怒。
甚至約莫一個月前我還想過這樣的質疑 :
「為什麼我不會對性感到噁心?」
「為什麼我可以侃侃而談?」
「是不是我可以相對開放的討論議題,別人才會不尊重我?」
但是我知道我要放過自己,慢慢的一點點的放過自己。
打到後面思緒有點凌亂,但希望還是對大家了解這個議題有點幫助。
最後如果你/妳,正在經歷著這些,而感到挫折。
請你/妳一定一定替自己設好底限,該求救的底線。
--
No one can hurt you without your permission.
--
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