性工作者是怎麼改變想法的? - 成人話題討論

By Andrew
at 2022-06-22T08:07
at 2022-06-22T08:07
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聽說發文要附自己照片?
https://i.imgur.com/6UjbGFX.jpg
記得第一次是18歲在某踢版看到很多人約喝酒
想說來約約看
(我以為喝酒就真的只是喝酒,還有男生說帶我到旅館吹冷氣我也當真)
(我也被看貓騙過,還是某地方版主)
然後就被約來的人強推了
還不只一次
強推之後就失心瘋開始瘋狂主動網路約砲
一天約好幾個這樣
甚至做到出血還繼續約
比較不像在約砲
比較像某種自虐
之後因為沒錢+酗酒
所以就去做酒店(順便喝酒)->半套店&援交
心態大概就「反正肉體不會痛苦 那就這麼換錢吧」
然後做完看著錢都解離覺得身體不是自己的
直到前同居人L(女生)在我22歲救我出火坑(把我抓去同居養著)
之後過了好幾年還會做惡夢 最近這幾年才好轉
然後前面有提到挑客人 我不挑客人的
除了兩個例外 對方有皮膚病或衛生太不良
也許可以挑客人的話也是可以樂在其中(?)
我有寫過相關的書 書叫《在流放地》 書中好像有提到一些
不過現在都已經忘了當時寫了什麼
只記得記憶非常混亂 像不曾發生一樣
避免廣告嫌疑 有興趣的可以自己去Google
---
好像有點不好笑 補點趣事好了
雖然說半套店以半套為主 但正戲開始之前還是要按摩
很多客人是真的要要求按摩的 店長就會把我跟這些客人錯開
我也學過 但因為技術很差 所以我接到的客人不以按摩為主
到最後就變成.... 都是客人幫我按
因為我還蠻敏感的 所以客人按的很開心(羞
在脫離火坑之後的六七年後,有嘗試去讀高中
我考上了台北市立西松高中 這是我的成績單
https://imgur.com/a/avPR3qg
不過後來因為精神方面的病情 與財務狀況又惡化
所以目前停學中
不過我讀書時偶爾都會好奇想
「正牌高中妹欸,價錢不知道怎樣....」
XD
可惜男友不準我去好奇
--
意料中事鮮少發生......
the rare occurrence of the expected ...
— William Carlos Williams, from "At Kenneth Burke's Place," 1946
輓歌
https://csc79-2nd.blogspot.com/
--
https://i.imgur.com/6UjbGFX.jpg

記得第一次是18歲在某踢版看到很多人約喝酒
想說來約約看
(我以為喝酒就真的只是喝酒,還有男生說帶我到旅館吹冷氣我也當真)
(我也被看貓騙過,還是某地方版主)
然後就被約來的人強推了
還不只一次
強推之後就失心瘋開始瘋狂主動網路約砲
一天約好幾個這樣
甚至做到出血還繼續約
比較不像在約砲
比較像某種自虐
之後因為沒錢+酗酒
所以就去做酒店(順便喝酒)->半套店&援交
心態大概就「反正肉體不會痛苦 那就這麼換錢吧」
然後做完看著錢都解離覺得身體不是自己的
直到前同居人L(女生)在我22歲救我出火坑(把我抓去同居養著)
之後過了好幾年還會做惡夢 最近這幾年才好轉
然後前面有提到挑客人 我不挑客人的
除了兩個例外 對方有皮膚病或衛生太不良
也許可以挑客人的話也是可以樂在其中(?)
我有寫過相關的書 書叫《在流放地》 書中好像有提到一些
不過現在都已經忘了當時寫了什麼
只記得記憶非常混亂 像不曾發生一樣
避免廣告嫌疑 有興趣的可以自己去Google
---
好像有點不好笑 補點趣事好了
雖然說半套店以半套為主 但正戲開始之前還是要按摩
很多客人是真的要要求按摩的 店長就會把我跟這些客人錯開
我也學過 但因為技術很差 所以我接到的客人不以按摩為主
到最後就變成.... 都是客人幫我按
因為我還蠻敏感的 所以客人按的很開心(羞
在脫離火坑之後的六七年後,有嘗試去讀高中
我考上了台北市立西松高中 這是我的成績單
https://imgur.com/a/avPR3qg
不過後來因為精神方面的病情 與財務狀況又惡化
所以目前停學中
不過我讀書時偶爾都會好奇想
「正牌高中妹欸,價錢不知道怎樣....」
XD
可惜男友不準我去好奇
--
意料中事鮮少發生......
the rare occurrence of the expected ...
— William Carlos Williams, from "At Kenneth Burke's Place," 1946
輓歌
https://csc79-2nd.blogspot.com/
--
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